ragged and torn
scraps of me
tattered and rancid
threads of reality
fragment pieces
of a mismatched whole
fall apart
from the weight of being
a wound
that never heals
constantly bleeding
within me
scabs and clots
of who I used to be
without the scar tissue
am I even real?
I've been this way so long
I can't remember peace
what does it mean
to be painless and free
who is the person
buried beneath the broken flesh
or is only darkness left
deep within the wreck?
scabs and lesions
always bleeding
endless tides of pain
never receding
there is only so much
that one life can take
before the walls collapse
with no room left to breath
a shell of skin and bone
holds a mind beyond repair
the person once inside
slowly drowned beneath despair
credits
from The Dark That Stains Us All,
released March 27, 2019
Written and recorded November 2018 to March 2019 at Alchemelia Studio, Oxford, UK. Vocals recorded December 2018 at Shonk Studio, Oxford UK
Written, performed, recorded, mixed, and illustrated by Brooke Johnson
Mastered by Saulius
Dark electronic music gets warped and clobbered on the latest from Author & Punisher. Brooding, cutting, and claustrophobic. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 18, 2017