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The Dark That Stains Us All

by acritarch

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ragged and torn scraps of me tattered and rancid threads of reality fragment pieces of a mismatched whole fall apart from the weight of being a wound that never heals constantly bleeding within me scabs and clots of who I used to be without the scar tissue am I even real? I've been this way so long I can't remember peace what does it mean to be painless and free who is the person buried beneath the broken flesh or is only darkness left deep within the wreck? scabs and lesions always bleeding endless tides of pain never receding there is only so much that one life can take before the walls collapse with no room left to breath a shell of skin and bone holds a mind beyond repair the person once inside slowly drowned beneath despair
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Accelerant 04:02
Burning inside with a pain I can't contain Consuming darkness Never ending Always growing Surging terror Afraid to lose control What if I can't hold back The all consuming pain Can't remember what it's like To feel Any kind of peace Gnawing pain Always at the edge of sight Haunted by the dark Until the day I die The human race Is accelerant to the pain Living day by day Only fuels the flames Forcing The rage down again If I let it go The hate will never end
3.
The darkness that stains us all Seeps out From inside Moldered By our inner fears It knows us Better than we know ourselves The darkness That makes us who we are Knows where we keep our secrets Buried deep inside It nestles in the pit And grows within The lies we tell ourselves The darkness That stains us all Permeates Every living cell It flows from our mouths Thick and hot as tar Every time we speak Slow breath Clouds the cold air Fingers numb Around the cold wet blade Realisation or A lack of conviction I wish I had the spine To kill myself
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Enemy 04:41
There is nowhere left to go All defenses are overrun Cold wounded and alone Waiting for the end to come Shivering heavy cold dark Embracing final moments of life Trace the blade along the skin Push cold metal further in Wait Don't go Don't leave this all behind Life is not the enemy Wait Don't go Analyze those thoughts The enemy comes from within On and on War without end On and on Internal apocalypse On and on War without end On and on One of us will die
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Punishment 03:48
Time will devour you Swallow you whole chew you up spit you out Time will drown you wash you away erode you see you decay Punish me Time will Smash you to dust trample your works Time is remorseless Time does not care about you I have wasted So much time
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Routine 04:24
The inefficient human mind Cannot cope With the structured routine of everyday life Grinding you down to dust Filter the ashes Through the city grid To remove all trace of humanity Routine assimilation Routine hive mentality Routine assimilation You are apart in a vast machine You're not a person Just another cell In the technorganic master brain All your efforts to build a life Are futile You have no future Play your part and never question You are a drone Thought is misery Find your comfort in monotony You were born to serve The great collective minority Accept in submission Bow down to the routine Accept and submit
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Wires 04:09
Wire steel and flesh Concrete slabs and mesh I cannot see a fate Where life is free of pain Inside my own head The blades are always sharp I shed my useless skin Transcend the prison of flesh Outside of time and space Post life is painless I have reached my final step Beyond my flesh I am free Outside of life and death Time means nothing to me
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Vengeful Eye 06:32
I am my own worst enemy Everything I am generates my own misery Failure is my basic state Life collapses around me Sealing my thoughts Into a mental cage of my own design Under the vengeful eye Blistering in defeat Under the vengeful eye Complicit in my own misery Scrutinise my actions To the infinite degree Every single choice I make A mistake that breed more misery I will never be free Until I'm dead and gone The vengeful eye is watching me I will never be free Until I'm dead and gone The vengeful eye is inside of me I am my own worst enemy But now at the end I will finally have peace Now at the end

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Written and recorded November 2018 to March 2019 at Alchemelia Studio, Oxford, UK. Vocals recorded December 2018 at Shonk Studio, Oxford UK

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released March 27, 2019

Written, performed, recorded, mixed, and illustrated by Brooke Johnson
Mastered by Saulius Haeiresis
Additional Keyboard arrangement by Isabel Fenton

Special thanks to my housemates for putting up with my noise and not evicting me and Heda Agic for coining the term "palynometal"

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